the days just roll by and the more i think about it
the days go faster. i cant believe there is 31 more 
days.
I'm struggling with what im doing
ive been praying to figure if this is what im suppose to do
and we fasted and prayed together and know i should
stay.
Im thankful for all she does for me
I cant believe that i have her in my life now
I just have to keep looking up cause the days
will keep coming and it just leads to one thing
The days are hard here and there but she makes them
go by faster and the faster they go the sooner i get to see
her so its a good thing.

- technically since i havent gone to bed yet its still the 22
- had a bit of a rough day
- got a email today saying a good mish buddy died last week
he was a good kid, funny and talented, we are going to miss him
- trying to sell in a rain storm isnt fun what so ever and just a little cold
- sometimes this job just doesn't work out the way i had it planned and so its a bit rough
- been thinking a lot on what i want and need to say
- dads scare me
- everything is going to be great
- love and trust is the key
- i know who she is and im never going to let her go
- i hope i never let her down 

 Eternity will never be enough for me
and eternally we'll live our infallible love

there is nothing that i want more
but to live the dream and not have to close
my eyes but be able to open them and see her
beautiful eyes.
the time will come and this will seem like a dream
and we can look back and see who we became
growing together, loveing together, being one together
but for now im just sitting waiting and wishing